at home with yon-sama

We usually have our favourite hainanese chicken rice for saturday lunches because we happen to be chicken rice fanatics. Sadly, we are hardly faithful and we are guilty of chicken rice-hopping several times.

In singapore, you can mostly find the best local food at hawker centres mostly run by the locals, and as the saying goes, the dirtier the place the better the food tastes. Well, i can't find anything concrete to back this up, but i have to admit the food somehow tastes yummier at places strewn with rubbish on the floor and dirty tables.

My sister and i are usually the ones who make the order at the stall which involves a one sentence long order that states the nature of the dish, the quantity and the price, in mandarin. But ever since saturdays became reserved for chores (which means that all the women in the house have to get down with the housework), the only man in our family was entrusted the duty of bringing the chicken back home.

Naturally, our dad cannot maintain a conversation longer than a sentence in mandarin. Which means english and some occasional hand gestures.

Anyway, my sister, for some reason, went to buy back chicken rice recently, and she found out something interesting from the chicken rice lady. Apparently, the lady had thought my dad was korean because he looked foreign-ish despite being Asian, and he always spoke in english. And she was very curious about my sister when she saw my dad and sister together one day. That led to the whole table erupting into laughter when my sister recalled the story.

So that's where my dad got his nickname from me - Yon sama. Yon-sama is an affectionate term coined by japanese aunties who are crazy over the korean auntie-killer bae yong jun. Urgh, this guy is barely a heartthrob!

Oh my yon-sama~

Now knowing that my dad is japanese, he has been getting megawatt smiles and even a word of arigatou from the chicken rice stall sellers.

I have to admit my dad usually gets admiring stares by these ladies whenever we are doing our grocery shopping at the neighbourhood supermarket. My dad is completely oblivious though. And my mom? She seems to love it.

gone baby gone

Apart from the dennis lehane-inspired title, i actually had this phrase stuck in my mind after my visit to the doctor yesterday.

I probably have not mentioned this before, but i had a close/potential brush with cancer about seven years ago. A small benign cyst was found growing at the isthmus between my thyroid glands and we had to keep it under constant monitoring to check if it grew. So it started with a six-month regular checkup with ultrasound scans and consultations, and i was constantly terrified to think that i might have needed to go through a surgical procedure to get the cyst removed if it became malignant.

Thankfully, it shrank in size five years ago and seemed to disappear three years back. But to be on the safe side, i had my annual checkups to check on the progress.

Yesterday marked my last appointment because there was no trace of the cyst at all and i was immensely relieved. The doctor assured me that it would be fine and i did not need to worry at all.

Gone, baby gone.

ultimate stress buster

This song is a great stress buster for me whenever i am feeling all down and grouchy. And it has been a loyal companion during my angsty teenage period, and i loved the take-home message of it - Get Over It - which i think is something we all tend to find it difficult to accept.


The lyrics are so painfully direct, they literally spank a great deal of sense into the listener, which is me. So instead of moping about and sulking, i would tell myself to just get over it and move on. 


So get over it.


Get over it - The Eagles


I turn on the tube and what do I see
A whole lotta people cryin’ ’don’t blame me’
They point their crooked little fingers at everybody else
Spend all their time feelin’ sorry for themselves
Victim of this, victim of that
Your momma’s too thin; your daddy’s too fat

Get over it
Get over it
All this whinin’ and cryin’ and pitchin’ a fit
Get over it, get over it

You say you haven’t been the same since you had your little crash
But you might feel better if I gave you some cash
The more I think about it, old billy was right
Let’s kill all the lawyers, kill ’em tonight
You don’t want to work, you want to live like a king
But the big, bad world doesn’t owe you a thing

Get over it
Get over it
If you don’t want to play, then you might as well split
Get over it, get over it

It’s like going to confession every time I hear you speak
You’re makin’ the most of your losin’ streak
Some call it sick, but I call it weak

You drag it around like a ball and chain
You wallow in the guilt; you wallow in the pain
You wave it like a flag, you wear it like a crown
Got your mind in the gutter, bringin’ everybody down
Complain about the present and blame it on the past
I’d like to find your inner child and kick it’s little ass

Get over it
Get over it
All this bitchin’ and moanin’ and pitchin’ a fit
Get over it, get over it

Get over it
Get over it
It’s gotta stop sometime, so why don’t you quit
Get over it, get over it 


confessions of a self-learnt geek

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Apart from constantly burying myself into mountains of books, both textbooks and fiction novels, i have a tendency to explore new functions in the limited number of electronic gadgets that i have. That is why i never read manuals when i have a new gadget.

What's the fun when you have to agonize over the small prints in the manuals and click here and there? The surprise factor is there when you discover new functions on your own. It is like starting with a blank canvas not knowing what the end result is like, but once one starts working on it, new ideas pop up along the way.

I have to say that exploring my mac is the most fun amongst all the gadgets that i have. Personalizing my own mac, from my previous posts here and here, was definitely million times more fun than that on a normal pc, and i was constantly ooh-ing and aah-ing as i clicked fervently as i attempted to delve deeper into the world of mac.

Which is why i am leaving much of the exploration to my parents as they have just gotten themselves a mac. Though they might get a little confused with the functions since they have been pc users all the while...

Do you read the manual before trying a new gadget?

rain disasters

A big hit to central singapore

Singapore has recently been inflicted with a weather problem - the rain. We all know that we have been praying for rain to come during the hot humid season a few months back, but the numbers related to the daily rainfall amount is simply jaw-dropping. Can you imagine 100mm rainfall within an hour? That exceeds 60% of the amount that fell in june, according to asiaone's report dated june 25th.

Tree felling is another problem that has raised even more concerns among the people here, especially after the death of a 32-year old man who died when a tree fell onto the front of his car. 

Fingers are pointing at many directions, on who is to blame and what should have been done. Instead of playing the blame game here, why not start on devising prompt strategies to fight this problem since it seems like it will not be going anywhere soon?



NUS Life Sciences Modules - Level 4000



When i was in my freshman year, i never envisioned myself to be taking on any module with a code number that starts with a number 4. I always thought i would graduate happily after my third year because honours year seemed like something unattainable to me at that point of time.

So it feels funny and a little surreal that i am typing here my review on modules i have never dreamt of trying out. 

What i have to say about level 4000 modules is that they are probably the most enjoyable batch that i have enjoyed during my study career as a life sciences/ biomedical sciences undergraduate. Oh and as i am typing this really late, my memory has gone a bit fuzzy, and hence miss out on certain details. But i promise to add them on if they come back to me later.

1. LSM4211 Toxicology

I was so adamant about taking this module i sacrificed a huge sum of bidding points to bid for this module during the module selection round because everyone shared the same level of interest in this module. 

What i liked about this module is the content especially environmental toxicology whereby we learnt how occupational hazards may arise from human activities such as construction work. Problem-based learning assignments replaced the midterm which were good or bad news, depending on the individual. But personally, i like pbls because they allowed more opportunities for us to exchange our ideas and views on the topic. 

But like most LSM modules, this module requires a lot of memorizing. Which i believe most of us would be seasoned by the time we reached year 4. another non-academic point to note about toxicology is that we usually end lessons in one hour, which leaves an extra hour for lunchtime:) Be prepared to be extra diligent with your revision if you want to score because the module is relatively easy which means that the competition is up by a few notches.

My ratings: 


2. LSM4212 Pharmacogenetics and Drug Response

This module was the complete opposite of toxicology, despite it being a pharmacology module too. It is more on concepts, logical reasoning and further reading up will be pretty beneficial. Every individual has variable degree of response to a drug due to both genetic and environmental factors. Pharmacogenetics take the genetic factors into account when drug dosages have to be calibrated for patients from a certain ethnic group. 

If you are prefer something with solid facts given to you, i will probably not recommend this module to you.

My ratings:


3. LSM4232 Advanced Cell Biology

I took this module because i could not really decide what non-bms module to take. Deciding to be the rare bms souls to bravely take on it, i later found out that i did not regret my choice despite hearing negative feedbacks about the module from seniors. The topics were not solely on molecular biology, but the lectures made several references to the biomedical area such as cancer. I also enjoyed listening to the professors sharing with us their findings in their research areas.

There is an essay-based midterm together with a journal group presentation and the finals was all mcqs. Surprisingly, i did pretty well for it. 

My ratings: 


4. LSM4221 Drug Discovery and Clinical Trials

Being only offered in the second semester, the drug trial module is well known for causing an intense battle among the bidders during cors period. I counted myself lucky because i did not bid for this module at all. How i got hold of it was out of pure luck because i decided i hated another module that i had gotten and made an appeal to the office to grant me the clinical drug trial module. 

This was one of my favourite modules because it covered the entire process, starting from the formulation of a prospective drug product, followed by doing testings for possible adverse effects in various levels (from animals to a few humans to thousands). Manufacturing with a strict adherence to good manufacturing practice and lastly, drug registration and regulation. The teaching coordinator in charge, Professor Tan, is extremely passionate in what she teaches, and that probably ignited a spark of interest in most of us.

The midterm is based on mcqs (thinking questions again) and a journal presentation whereas the final exam was essay-based. It would be good to do further reading up on your own because it is another highly competitive module where people fight to score well.

My ratings: 

5. LSM4224 Free Radicals and Antioxidant Biology

I took this module, knowing that it was difficult. This owed much to my stubbornness and perhaps the fact that i wanted to learn more about free radicals. A highly insightful module coupled with a formidable team of scientists as lecturers, this module would have been perfect if we had more time to study it. The content is densely packed with information, mostly coming from recent research findings because controversies still exist in this area. What i took home from this module is the ability to think critically and extract important information to formulate an opinion of my own since this is highly necessary in this field where not all research papers agree on the same point. 

Sadly, with fyp dominating most of my time and attention, i barely had ample time to do a proper revision for the final exams. And i felt i could do better if i had more time. Another point to note about this module is that the midterm is in the form of a journal presentation (20%) whereas the finals is *gasp* 80%.

My ratings:

6. LSM4199 Honours Project in Life Sciences 

The Honours project, or otherwise fondly known as fyp (final year project), something most of us would have a love-hate relationship with. Apart from squeezing every ounce of energy that has been left in you, fyp takes you on a turbulent ride of emotions when it comes to generating results worth looking at. 

Character building is another aspect because fyp really tests on your perseverance and the ability to work with others and on your own. Although some of my friends may have felt that this year of research has killed their passion in research, i felt that it toughened me up and made me even more driven to study on something i have zero knowledge of. And i did have my share of unpleasant encounters with ugly people. But on a more positive note, i got to know even more wonderful individuals who were willing to help me along the way.

Personally, i don't think your fyp grade is mainly based on the quality of your results, but more of the quality of your experience in that one year. The presentation and the thesis are reflective of the amount of effort you put in and the lessons you gained from the experiments. Although my results were not fantastic, i had so much stories to share with the examiners -  my failures and how i moved on.

My ratings: 


So here is probably my last entry on my guide to nus modules. I hope this has been insightful for those who are planning to choose some of the modules i have mentioned here. If you do have any enquiries, do not feel shy to drop me a mail:)

book bites

In an effort to curb myself from getting my brain fried into bits by the evil television, i made an attempt to do some serious reading. It was when i was trying to get through the first line of robb walsh's are you really going to eat that despite thinking about the next episode of csi ny, when my sister grabbed the book away from my grasp and started reading the first line aloud. As if she was storytelling and i was looking up, listening attentively to her like a child.

And i remembered how i first got hooked onto reading.

I started reading classes when i was about six where books played the central role in teaching. Each level was represented by the difficulty of the books and we were encouraged to read out a chapter of the books we had read and discuss what we liked or disliked about the book. Writing compositions and word games were other components but my most favourite part was the storytelling session where our teacher would pick a book and read to us a chapter every session.

The first book my teacher story-told was roald dahls' fantastic mr fox.


The storyline was so exciting it kept me on my toes every storytelling session and i would imagine the possible events in the next chapter after i went back home. Listening to my teacher read out every line felt like savouring the moment of unwrapping the tin foil around my favourite chocolate bar, because every second of it was deliciously captivating.

Since then, i became a complete dahl fan, and went on a buying rampage at the kids' books section at the bookstores. To date, i have a pretty extensive collection of dahl's books, including my top one favourite Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Rereading dahl's books made me remember why i loved him so much in the first place - his wittiness, dry humour and most of all, his talent in painting an unimaginable world with words and crazy story plots.

I have to admit that as i grew older, my hectic study schedule had given me very little room to sit down and read a good book at hand. Speed reading had taken over as i had to extract important information from wordy textbooks in order to save time. And sadly, my patience in reading every single line, much less savouring them, had dwindled substantially. I am trying to cultivate back that kind of patience which i have lost, even though it is not always easy. My eyes tend to wander and attempt to catch seemingly important details here and there, only to realize that i have missed out vital details along the way.

clean up

If anyone has visited my archives recently (which i doubt so), he/she would have noticed that many of my earlier posts have been missing. It's not a technical fault with Blogger but my own wish to do some tidying up with my life and there are certain entries that i don't really feel the need to publish it any longer.

Maybe i'll get drastic one day and start up a fresh blog. Who knows? We need to do some serious hauling out of old unwanted stuff once in a while.

falling more in love with lifehouse

A reminder of why i fell in love with lifehouse. I am lucky enough to chance upon these videos on youtube with amazing quality.

Apart from the amazing video quality, lifehouse sound the best during their live sessions and i'm sure you have to agree with me after watching these videos.

I know i have been raving about lifehouse in this blog all the time but who can deny that they are really good musicians. Usually starting all low and husky at the opening of the song, jason's deep rich voice simply charges up the electricity in the air when he kicks into the chorus.

Hanging By The Moment

You and Me
I am not a fan of attending concerts but i can make it an exception for lifehouse.

should i?

I don't know whether i can muster the courage to get my hair cut this short. But i love her hair!!

camille belle with her long bob

the beginning of my second chapter



Yesterday marked the beginning of a second chapter in my life as i attended my commencement ceremony at nus.

It feels like four years have passed in a split second but when i had to sit down and recall my memories during these four years, they were too many to remember.

I am very happy i spent my undergraduate years in nus. Although it wasn't my first priority back then, i grew to love the school as i pursued areas of knowledge that i had interest in. Gone are the days when we had to study compulsory subjects during our junior college and secondary school years. In the university, we could choose wacky modules like postwar film and anime and sociology of food, apart from our core major modules.

I also had the privilege to meet people both remarkable and wonderful who i know i will keep in touch constantly all the time. Despite having to face competition from one another (remember the bell curve), we were there for one another because we were all on the same boat and that's how we grew into who we are now. 



class of 2010 life sciences with honours

My next step will be doing a master's tentatively and i will probably be heading overseas for that. Yesterday was a little sad for me because i knew that it might be the last time for some who i met yesterday. But nevertheless, i will always keep all the fond memories of my undergraduate life close to my heart and pray that i will meet them one day.

taking chance



When i first saw the movie title, i imagined it to be a movie about a man (kevin bacon) taking a second chance in his life, who is probably harbouring many deep secrets that have left behind painful scars. 

But i was wrong. Taking Chance is a movie chronicling the journey of Lt. Col. Michael Strobl (kevin bacon) who escorts the body of twenty year old PFC Chance Phelps (posthumously promoted to LCpl), a marine, back to his family after being killed in action during the Iraq war. Along the journey, Strobl finds that he is not the only one escorting the young marine home. The staff at the airport, the air crew, the passengers whom he meets send their farewells to Chance in their own ways. An air stewardess passes a small cross to Strobl, the cars on the highway form a line with the hearse in the middle and light up the entire road journey with their headlights switched on. I almost teared when Strobl sleeps in a sleeping bag beside the coffin at the airport's luggage storage area where he waits to transit on the next day, because he doesn't want to leave the young marine alone by himself.

Taking Chance is a beautiful piece showing the selflessness of a man who brings the body of a young man whom he has never met before back to his hometown. And it quietly weaves in the other characters who also exhibits the same selflessness as Strobl as they help "carry" Chance back to Wyoming. 

Most of us are busy with our jobs and our personal commitments but there are others who have chosen a completely different path and some lose their lives as a consequence of it. I am really glad that Taking Chance was made so that we can all remember heroic people like PFC Chance Phelps.



sunday finds

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at nihonbashi

me standing right in front of the nihon bridge/ nihonbashi 

We headed off to nihonbashi to search for my dad's all-time favourite shoe shop. A business district, nihonbashi has streets lined with the big shots like merrill lynch and nomura holdings. I found out later that takeda pharmaceutical company (a company i find prospective) is also situated around that area, but it was a pity we didn't manage to take a look at the building.

The weather was fine and sunny that afternoon and we had a relaxing coffee chat along the street as we watched working people streaming in and out.